What does God want with me?

This was posted on myspace (May 15, 2007) when I did not know where God was leading me. My prayer is that you find this encouraging, know ing that our Savior is an Awesome God!!

Where do I start? Knowing, no, Finding God's Will can be one of the hardest things to seek. I first thought that it was easy, but recently I have found that it is not. Let me Explain, As most people know, God has called me to the Youth Ministry several years ago. I have been applying for about a year now. And recently there was this one Church that Sherry and I thought God was calling me. I have prayed for a small youth group, full Time job, and close to home, this Church was all three things. So we went for the interview and thought that it went well. We started to pray about it and after awhile, we came to the same conclusion,that this is where God was going to call us. Then the not so good news, I received an email last Thursday, stating that they were going in a different direction, and I must admit I was devestated. Now you may wonder why I was devestated? I thought this was it, I thought God's Will had sent me to this Church, now I am not mad at God or upset with Him but I was confused.
Now the Winter retreat came up and again I was not really up to it, but I went. Now their was some good times and also some not so good, but I must admit, there was several hours on Saturday night that really made my night. Well now it is Sunday and I was still confused and I prayed to God to reveal Himself to me, and He did in a wonderful way.He led me to several verses and I would like to share a few of them.
God led me to Hebrews 10:35-36, bascially God showed me that this was a journey(Endurance) that I am on and that I should keep up my confidence. Wow, that was great to hear and that would have been enough but God was not done. He then led me to Phil. 4:6 and it says to not worry and make my request known, then he led me to I John 5:14, which I got out of that was again confidence and asking anything according to His Will He will hear me, then finally Matthew 21:22, which I learned that what I ask in Prayer, believe and I shall receive. A old Student of mine, shared with me the other night that sometimes God does not give us what we want right away, because God wants us to get closer with Him. I really believe that.
I write all these to say this, God's will may not be so clear when we want it to be, but we are on a journey and God will answer our prayers when He is ready and not us. Never give up and remember all He wants is for us to have a Personal relationship with Jesus Christ and to share that with a dying world.

Emily, what is Zack trying to say to you?

SEC 2008

Over 1200 youth and adults participated this past weekend (March7-9) from the BCM/D to give Baltimore a little face lift. There was all kind of different projects that were being done, most of them out in the rain. Thank you to Emily Brown for helping us at St. Janney playground, as three youth groups raked leaves, pulled vines and picked up trash throughout the playground. We even had the oppurtunity to talk to some of the people who lived there and some of the kids came and helped us clean their playground. Awesome job kids!1This are just some of the youth from FBCE that helped. Thank you to all that did God's work

Made To Love

Read the words to the song, Made To Love
Read them slow, so that you understand what is being said.
The dream is fading now I'm staring at the doorI know it's over 'cause my feet have hit the cold floorCheck my reflection, I ain't feeling what I seeIts no mysteryWhatever happened to a passion I could live for?What became of the flame that made me feel more?And when did I forget … That I was made to love YouI was made to find YouI was made just for YouMade to adore YouI was made to love and be loved by YouYou were here before meYou were waiting on meAnd you said You'd keep me never would You leave meI was made to loveAnd be loved by YouThe dream's alive with my eyes open wideBack in the ring You got me swingin' for the grand prizeI feel the haters spittin' vapors on my dreamsBut I still believe …I'm reaching out, reachin' up, reachin' overI feel a breeze cover me called JehovahAnd Daddy I'm on my way …Anything, I would give up for YouEverything, I'd give it all awayHow do you feel when you read these words,

Have you lost that Love that God gave us? Do we care what we do with our lives?
We were Made to love Him and find Him, we were made for Him. Jesus gave us life and what have we done for Him? Before Jesus takes us home, whether it is tonight or tomorrow or when He returns, let us try to Love Him back the way that He loves us.